Why is it that when you've finally resolved in your head to get over a guy, he shows up in your life and actually seems interested? After weeks of seeming uninterested and not returning my phone call, he appears again and I have decided to just be casual and not pay him too much attention because he's obviously not interested if he can't call back. And he talks to me, asks me questions that he already knows the answers to, tries to break the silences between us. But I just sit back and think:
"You could have had this, but you were too weak/afraid/small/intimidated to step up when you had the chance, now the time has passed".
Yeah, that may be a little harsh, but come on. I put myself out there giving him my number (for which he reciprocated), then called him a week and a half later just to say what's up and he didn't call back...and that was 2 months ago. I'm sorry dude, you missed the boat. It's frustrating though, because part of me wants to give in and give him another chance, after all he is really cute and Hawaiian and he surfs. But my other (I venture to say smarter, wiser, more logical, realistic) half tells me:
"Don't do it girl. He wants you now because he can't have you. Don't give him that satisfaction."
But am I depriving myself of the same satisfaction that I won't let him have?? I doubt it, because the instant I start acting interested, he'd be uninterested yet again. No game playing for me. If he decides one day that he wants to take a ride on the L-train, he will have to get the guts to call me and outright ask me on a date. I wouldn't be so evil as to turn him down then, but I'm not playing his games. I'm not asking him out again. I'll be his friend, but that's it.
Guys, what's the deal with that?!?
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