Whenever I think of him I am filled with a combination of excitement and fear. Everytime I see his sweet face my heart begins to flutter, and I can't quite tell if its for fear or excitement...or both.
I am excited at the potential of a great friendship and getting to know him better. You know how you meet people and you want to learn everything about them, the crazy things they used to eat when they were little (grass, paste, dirt), how they interact with their family, what their interests are, how they look when they sleep...ya know.
And terrified of what could happen if he decides he doesn't want to be friends anymore. Or if our friendship grows and my heart becomes vulnerable, what will happen to it if it hits the ground and shatters??
Oh the melange of emotions that accompany new friends...
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