Rebel

I have the weight of my man back.

And my life is changing. I like the direction in which it is going for now, and most importantly I like how I feel. I feel more free than I have felt in a really long time. Free to let myself feel things for people that others once told me were inappropriate, free to let myself be loved in the way I need to be loved, and free to be happy and not feel bad about that. I'm open to all types of new situations and people, willing to let them in to know who I truly am when I'm not holding back.

And I have to say, I saw this coming from a long way off. Some would call it rebellion, but I would call it truly living. A person has got to be free to make their own choices and mistakes and not be hindered by the mistakes, rules, and regulations of their forefathers. I know that sounds extreme, but that's not how I intend it. Rules can be good and help to keep us safe, but when they hold a person back from really experiencing life people are bound to rebel sooner or later.

It's like Lauryn said "I get out of all your boxes, I get out."