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October 20, 2008
I can do better
I dislike this more and more each day. People who talk to me like a moron. People who insinuate that I'm dumb because I don't agree with their very simple way of thinking or acting. People who get mad at me and give me the silent treatment (are we not adults here). People who just plain make me a worse person. Ok, well that may not be entirely true. People cannot make you into anything but they can influence you, and I think I have been influenced negatively and in a detrimental way. I am getting out. It will take a little time to work out the details, but the wheels are in motion and I am getting out. It raises my blood pressure and increases my anxiety to be in a place like this, and I cannot have that. I need my blood pressure to go up because I am soo excited and passionate about what I am doing...not because I am frustrated with the lack of deeper thought and control of language all around me. I can do better than this for myself. I know I can...and I will.
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